Wednesday, October 04, 2006
7:03 AM
this is like the post after chinese new year..haha..dont ask me why but i suddenly have the urge to blog. this is kind of a secret entry.. cos i dont tink anyone comes to my blog anymore..hahaha..except for my sis, but thats cos she often has nth better to do. anyway.. i guess i decided to stop blogging cos sometimes there's just nothing to blog about. some pple can just type "nothing much to blog about today la.." and go on to talk about what they ate in the day, how long they slept, what homework they did.. i mean..who realli cares..lol. ive been getting on rather well nowadays, but sometimes after a few hours of work, i find myself questioning why im even doing this. i mean, why am i studying so hard? my ambition is not even something that require me to get high grades. but i know. i dont dare to go for it. i follow the norm. i do what everyone is doing, what everyone tells me to. it feels like i wont get it this life. but then again.. who gets it? its sad to see little singaporeans burrying themselves in studies. it has become their life. they are willing to sacrifice anything in order to get that grade. we are so stuck in this kinda environment sometimes we live for someone else, not ourselves. life has become defined by how much maths sums u can solve, how to make your essay stand out, and its scary, cos whether you realise it or not, ure already standing at a point of no return. once you walk back and the others dont, you die. thats why i like to look back to the past. life wasnt tat mechanised back then. but then again, its once again time to face reality. once i leave this keyboard, i am once again sucked back to being a robot. but still i beg, one day i have the courage to turn around even when the entire world is racing forward. some day it shall be..
:: me
zixin
ex cedarian.saint~`
my burfdae's coming : 18 sept
star sign:virgo
loves
dearest dElTA04 n bRAVO'04
eezigyemi/g4/bustop3/useless trio/hist7/nel4/05A32(sajc 1st intake)
my paul frank bracelet(trio identity)
al de pictures on my wall
life :)
happiness
funny?ya
wishlist
fun fun and more fun
a jokebook dat can make me laugh(so far i stil havent found it)
no more flu
i say
pls tag! haha..
:: da past
March 2005
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October 2006
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